My companion

Some people tag their best friends as buddies. some tag their partner as the best gift of their lives. Some may perceive  them as the rays of positivity in this sphere of negativity and criticism. We all want someone as our best friend . Those insta posts that highlight one of the best moments you spent with your bestie and wished him/her on birthday. These moments are truly delightful and some may expect the same from their lives. What i feel is , all these tags are irrelevant unless and until the space between the two people is filled with love and care. Like everyone out there, i have also gone through the phases of expectations, dissatisfaction, need for someone. I was always in hunt for a person who completely understands me, doesn't play with my heart, is a bit crazy, more of extrovert but still finds comfort in my introverish nature. The one who cares silently but doesn't showoff at all. The one who doesn't gives a shit about this world. The one who still stands with you even when whole world is against you. I know these things sound like being in an illusion . Some may be destined with someone like that . But most of people do it for their selfish means or to seek emotional support or to gain sympathy , which is a pure bullshit. I agree loyal and kind hearted are too hard to find in this mean world. But if your are in situation when you have no one with you, then you are forgetting that almighty is always their for you. It's the thing that when you remember him truly with your heart , he will surely help you out by sending someone who would completely change your life. That person might remain forever with you or may leave you after guiding you to solve your problem by yourself. Someone like that is a companion in my opinion. People of opposite gender can sometimes understand you at another level. People may hide it but they always want that one person who may love them at any point of time. Not everyone is blessed with love from their family members, cousins. That becomes the reason for them to search love outside. Many times during this , people regret getting involved in with wrong type of person which may indicate them that love is garbage and they stop trusting people. But while going through it they forget that faces can be deceptive but hearts can't be. We unlock our doors for someone else to enter . But what other person does is that he/she escapes from there and delivers us pain. It' a really hard pursuit to find that one companion. But before sitting in the boat of that pursuit keep one thing in mind , your life is a book where each chapter will try to teach you a lesson . If still you are unable to learn it, it will hit you hard. And if after all this you're unable to find that one companion then you got the answer to that question, you yourself are your companion.